Monday, August 18, 2008

Indecision is my enemy

Yes, indecision truly is my enemy and yet also my constant companion. If I haven't mentioned it before, then I should make it clear now, I am very indecisive. At the moment I'm being indecisive about my own life, more specifically my living situation. My lease runs up the end of this month and I need to move out of my apartment. The plans that I had made fell through and now I am in the position of needing to decide whether I should rent a room from my boss, get a place of my own knowing that I may have to break the lease I sign, or find other people to live with who I can't make longterm living commitments to either. The reason behind the indecision is that I don't know where I'm going to be in two months time, I may still be living here in Seattle or I may be in another city or even another country. Basically I will be wherever I get a job and since I haven't committed myself to staying in Seattle that could be anywhere. Admittedly, life would be easier if I just decided to stay here in Seattle but . . . well, I'm just not sure that I'm willing to limit myself to the Seattle job market. They say that the world is my oyster and I'm taking that to heart . . . foolishly, perhaps. Anyway, comments and suggestions on the subject are welcome.

And in case you were in doubt, I am back in Seattle now. Having not posted in nearly two months you might think I was still in Kobe, but no, I was only there for 10 days.